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victory_road2024-02-06 01:17 am
viscora) wrote in victory_road2024-02-06 01:17 am
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Is anyone else troubled by the forms this world has forced us into?
I ask because I worked very hard to achieve the body I had in my own world. Not quite my end goal, but I was reaching it. And then...I had all my efforts snatched from me.
I feel my flesh aching and my heart beating all around my bones. It is concerning. I have to BREATHE and EAT and go to the BATHROOM and CHEW and none of this, I tell you, is something I would choose for myself.
I don't know what I'm accomplishing by posting this. I suppose I just wanted to release these feelings into the wild, like a disappointing hatchling.
Anyway.
Please tell me I am not being unreasonable.
I ask because I worked very hard to achieve the body I had in my own world. Not quite my end goal, but I was reaching it. And then...I had all my efforts snatched from me.
I feel my flesh aching and my heart beating all around my bones. It is concerning. I have to BREATHE and EAT and go to the BATHROOM and CHEW and none of this, I tell you, is something I would choose for myself.
I don't know what I'm accomplishing by posting this. I suppose I just wanted to release these feelings into the wild, like a disappointing hatchling.
Anyway.
Please tell me I am not being unreasonable.